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More and more sex dolls are being designed to fill people's feelings of loneliness. After graduating from university, I joined an adult doll company as a salesman, specialising in selling dolls to foreigners. It was here that I saw the deepest loneliness and the most painful humanity.

At 7.30am I got up, washed my clothes and ran to the office. The dormitory was only ten minutes away from where I worked. Across a deep alleyway was a grey four-storey building. From the outside, it looks nothing like the old buildings in the suburbs of Guangzhou, but step inside and you will be surprised.<o:p></o:p>

The emotion behind the sex dolls<o:p></o:p>

Here are the bodies of countless young women hanging on steel frames, wrapped in clear plastic bags. They come in all colours. Despite having worked here for a while, I was still shocked to see this scene every day when I walked into the factory.<o:p></o:p>

I went to work at this factory in July 2017 right after I graduated from university and my role was to sell the products all over the world.<o:p></o:p>

Most people only know about inflatable dolls and sex dolls are made of silicone or TPE. This doll is very much like a real person. It is highly simulated in any part. It has a built in metal skeleton, it has joints that can be bent and it can be posed in various positions if you wish.<o:p></o:p>

There are many different types of dolls, height, weight, skin colour, facial features and even features such as hair, eye colour, tattoos and nails can be customised, the body can also be heated and the sound card can be customised to allow the doll to speak some simple language.<o:p></o:p>

Our sex dolls are priced between $400-$1000 for high-end customization. As long as the customer takes a photo and lists the requirements, the factory can design the mould and then make an identical doll. If you want you can have a full size sex doll made for you alone<o:p></o:p>

The factory has also developed a smart doll that can move its head and respond to customers in English. It resembles an intelligent robot, but is expensive. The cheapest AI doll is also US$2,500. But compared to European and American dolls, dolls made in China are much cheaper.<o:p></o:p>

Walking through the factory, I walk to my office and turn on my computer to check my emails. The first thing I do every day is answer all sorts of strange questions from new customers: "Will I get stuck in the vagina of the erotic dolls", "How many degrees can the dolls warm up to", "How is the sex life? Experience".<o:p></o:p>

Sex dolls are good friends<o:p></o:p>

That's when the computer "dinged" and it was an email from Mike with the subject line, "I won't be alone this Christmas."<o:p></o:p>

Mike was my first client, an American, introvert and typical geek.<o:p></o:p>

A few months ago, I knew nothing about the industry. 80% of the dolls in the factory were sold abroad. I often stayed in the office until midnight in order to meet the client's schedule. After the three-month trial period, I still had nothing to show for it. Was anyone really buying this? On the last day of the trial period, I was in a bad mood and was alone on the computer at 11pm. Then I saw a message on Facebook from a customer: "I'm in the US, can you deliver sex dolls?" My eyes were tearing up and I replied, "No problem, we have a lot of customers from the US." I received a reply within a minute, "I would like a European or American doll."<o:p></o:p>

I immediately sent him a link to buy it and he paid for the order immediately. The price of this doll was $499 and we were shipping it for free. I couldn't believe it, so I made my first order.<o:p></o:p>

Since then, Mike has asked me every day, "Will my sex doll arrive today?"<o:p></o:p>

I sent him a screenshot of the logistics information and he responded with tears in his eyes. Mike received the doll two weeks later. He said he had a couch in his bedroom for the dolls. Before Christmas he bought another one.<o:p></o:p>

Since then, Mike has emailed me almost every day to talk about his dolls. He dressed both dolls in all sorts of funky and pretty clothes and took pictures and sent them to me every time he changed them.<o:p></o:p>

Slowly, he and I grew to know each other better. Mike has a social phobia and is afraid of talking to people. Only in the online world could he feel at ease, but he was also eager to interact with people and have real friends. Two dolls were his first step.<o:p></o:p>

I suddenly remember that Christmas is in two days. Click on Mike's email. The photo shows two dolls dressed in their festive finery. Mike is sitting in the middle with a smile on his face. The photo he had sent earlier was just a doll. This was the first time he had appeared in a photo.<o:p></o:p>

Slightly relieved, I giggled half-heartedly at the screen.<o:p></o:p>

Sex dolls are real wives too<o:p></o:p>

Another memorable customer, a Japanese man called Takamura Gomura, ordered a doll for the New Year and asked us to ship it as soon as possible, so I had to stay and help him with his order, which was eventually delivered on time.<o:p></o:p>

A month later, Gomura realised it was New Year's Eve. Gomura was embarrassed and said, "I'm sorry David, I've kept you from going home for New Year." I shook my head and said it was all right, I rarely go home these days. Mr. Gomura was silent for a while and chatted with me on Facebook, his voice seemed a little lower.<o:p></o:p>

When Gomura was young, he was an outstanding worker. He and his wife were posted to the American branch as directors shortly after they married. When he was busy, he could not go home once a year. He made a lot of money in those years and missed out on a lot. His son was born in Japan and he didn't know it until his father died. He stayed busy until he retired and returned to Japan to be with his family and enjoy life with his wife, but she got breast cancer and then passed away. Like him, his son had been sent overseas to work and it was difficult to see him.<o:p></o:p>

Gomura looked at the large house and several luxury cars in the garage and realised that he had struggled all his life and had no one around him. He thought of his wife when he was young and was heartbroken. Then he accidentally saw a doll on our website on Google that looked like his wife, and in less than 20 days it would be his and his wife's wedding anniversary. So that was his desire for this doll.<o:p></o:p>

Gomura also showed me a picture of her wife and said, "This is when we were first married, she was very thin and had big, round eyes; this picture is when she was pregnant, a bit chubby, with a double chin when she smiles, especially cute; this is her at thirty, with a little wrinkle at the corner of her eyes ...... "At this point he paused, gasping for breath from his back, and I guessed he was crying.<o:p></o:p>

Later, Gomura used to write me emails telling me about the dolls. He would give the doll a bath, put on new clothes and wheel it out to the park to get some sun. His neighbours and friends knew that his doll was his wife.<o:p></o:p>

A small sex doll could be a daughter?<o:p></o:p>

After that the number of customers gradually increased and at least a dozen dolls were sold each month, with a maximum of nearly fifty dolls sold in a month.<o:p></o:p>

Later, I met a German couple who showed me pictures of their daughter's room, which contained well-known cartoon characters such as Bunny, Snow White, Alice and Cinderella, and a pink children's bed filled with stuffed animals. A picture of a little girl hangs on the bed.<o:p></o:p>

They told me that this girl was their only daughter. The couple were sad for a long time because she died in a car accident a few years ago. They had thought about having another child. Considering their age and physical condition, having another child was not realistic.<o:p></o:p>

One day, the wife accidentally saw the little dolls on our website and was immediately intrigued. They were identical to the real ones. The couple ended up buying a small sex doll that looked most like their daughter.<o:p></o:p>

When the couple managed to receive the doll, they immediately emailed me and told me it was so cute.<o:p></o:p>

The emotion behind the sex doll<o:p></o:p>

I was so happy for them. Come to think of it, as much as this couple loves this doll, she will never grow up. The couple will grow older, but their little doll is now stuck at that age forever. The couple won't see their daughter getting older, won't see her walking out of school with her books; she won't see her leading another companion home, hand in hand, into church ...... It makes me a little sad to think about it.<o:p></o:p>

Behind the erotic dolls, we can find more moving things besides sex, such as affection, love, and social loneliness and isolation. I am slowly changing my view of these buyers and the industry.<o:p></o:p>